so it's been a little while since i transformed this space. and still, there are boxes to be unpacked and shit to put away. apologies. life has happened, yet again. i must find four new walls within which to arrange my life. i don't like it, but i can accept it. our friendship is what matters most.

for now though, this clutter shall remain ... at least for a while. no worries, you know. come sunshine and daisies, this space will prevail. this i promise.

So, as you can (hopefully) see, I found a spiffy Blogger template and have applied it to this, here blog. I haven't quite worked out all the kinks or formatted all of the new bits and pieces, but I intend to have everything working smoothly in a day or two.

While you're waiting ...

Go ahead and click the "Pull" button (c'mon ... you know you want to!)

I thought things might have changed. I guess I was wrong. I don't understand. I don't understand at all.

Where did I go wrong? Where was I during How-To-Get-A-Girl's-Attention class in high school? Why do I have to work so hard. Why aren't girls ever as into me as I am into them. I just wish I knew what to do. I really do.

Why does dating (& relationships) have to be so much harder for me than for most other guys? I'm a good guy. I'm a genuine guy. Of course girls don't know this because none of them have any interest in me. It just doesn't make any sense to me. I mean, am I intimidating or something? Someone please tell me. Please.

EDIT: So, it would appear, I made a definite error in judgment - I completely jumped the gun. So, #5, I apologize. With all of my heart and soul, I apologize. You rock!

1. I thoroughly resent you right now. You're always unhappy about something, there's always something heavy happening in your life. Your problems are always *so* much bigger than everyone else's. What a load of crap! People are going to start seeing right through you - the cry wolf syndrome at is best.

2. You say you don't hold it against me, but I know you better than you think. I know you can't stand the decision I made and I know you're going to do everything in your power to make me change my mind. Well, guess what? Not going to happen.

3. You mean the world to me too, sweety. I just wish our friendship could spend more time on the front-burner. I know, I know ... you can't have everything. What we do have is pretty great, though. I guess I better stop complaining.

4. Thank you for listening to me. You totally have my back, and I love you for it. Don't forget, I've got yours too.

[Number 5 removed due to erroneous spewing of judgment.]

6. I take back every nice thing I ever said about you. You are cold-hearted and selfish. We could've had something amazing - but you were too busy with your head in the clouds. It's your loss, though. I'm a fantastic guy and you're a bitch.

7. Whoa. We have so much in common - I had no idea. My perspective is slowly changing though, and I know yours will too. So, don't be hatin' okay?!

8. How's does a guy as miserable as you so often seem to be, maintain such positive karma with the ladies? I will never understand, man. Never. Perhaps someday a little of your luck will rub off on me?